Confusion.

Well, right now...I'm hurt. I'm confused. I don't know what to do except to turn to my Jesus.

Lately, things have been rough, not just with worrying about college and my future, but with some of the relationships in my life. I know without a doubt that God has placed very special and wonderful people in my life. He has blessed me beyond measure with my family and friends, that's for sure.

I just wonder about a few things sometimes...
Why are you almost always either losing someone or trying to get over losing someone special in your life?
Is it really God's plan to be happy for someone who you think has forgotten all about you?

This week I have pondered on these questions almost continually.

Part of my heart is aching to know why things like loss happen, and I'm not just talking about the physical loss of someone.

I know God has a plan for all of the hardship right now, however sometimes I just wish I could see the light at the end of the tunnel. But for now, I just have to trust God and keep my hope that everything will turn out for the best, even if it's not the way I want. As easy as I can say that, I know things won't be that easy, but that no matter what, I still have my Jesus.

Mary-Gwen


"We've been surrounded and battered by troubles, but we're not demoralized; we're not sure what to do, but we know that God knows what to do; we've been spiritually terrorized, but God hasn't left our side; we've been thrown down, but we haven't broken. While we're going through the worst, you're getting in on the best!"
-2 Corinthians 4: 8;12

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; He rescues those whose spirits are crushed."
-Psalm 34:18

"When I am afraid, I will trust in You."
-Psalm 56:3